Winding down .....

Everyone's asleep right now but me. Even Mr.Muggles is coiled up and resting peacefully in his cage. Why can't I sleep? Likely has something to do with the 3 XL Coffees I had earlier, along with the green tea. You're a Friggen Genius Sig!

Well, since I'm laying here, I might as well put this overactive brain to use. What the heck is up with me these days? I feel so darn dis-organized. Talk about, perfecting the Art of Chaos. Now I'm just feeling sorry for myself. Come on Sig, the world is full of suffering, stop feeling sorry for yourself!

All right, back on track.....

Life, what is the purpose of our existance? I mean seriously, it must be for observational purposes. We were created to be observed. Well, I suppose that makes sense. Give man a destination, throw in some free will and temptation, good/bad luck and see what happens. Ha! when you think of it that way, it kind of sounds like somebodies idea of a sick joke!

Life didn't come with an instruction manual, how do I know if I'm living mine right? Am I making the right decisions? I have no clue, I'm just wingin' it.

I kind of don't want to sleep right now. I won't dare think about that recurring dream I seem to have, every few years. The one with the Demon.... Crap! Too late.

Think happy thoughts! Nature, I like Nature...and trees and stuff...

But really, that dream was messed up. The demon was an Incubus, and he was super possessive!

Hmmm...Did I lock the door?!

Ok, so what do I want out of life? I mean, aside from the usual family, safety, success and all that stuff. What the heck do I REALLY want? Do my goals even make sense right now?

Like, material things....

Are just things. I could lose them in one day, and have nothing to show for it! Kind of seems like a waste to me...

But Dorian deserves so much more...and he needs space, and education and ..well, I could go on all night with this topic.

Yup, life.... She's a funny thing. All unpredictable and stuff. Just like that box, with the chocolates, ya never know...

Mmmmm...chocolate..

What if life was a Candy Land...only with Chocolate!

Chocolate bikes...

Chocolate Cars..

Chocolate Dogs.

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